Friday, November 12, 2010



After a good laughed last night. Today was so freaking sad. My heartbeat so fast! I hardly catch my breath.

Most specially when the special person said something to you that you don't know how to handle it. If you will cry or get fine with it. Yeah. I'm good. I mean, I am used to it. When that person always says something not good to me. I mean why he can't say that he is jealous of what I am doing? Oh man! There is no wrong about that.


Want to share my dream first:

I had this not so good dream and we were in the hospital that I thought it's a market where the clothes can buy something in the downtown. However when I reached the second floor I was so shocked that there are many patients and they looks like there are no nurse or doctor all over the place. I asked myself "is this a hospital?" all the patients are so thin and really ill. I looked for the exit and at last I reached the gate of the hospital (it's an old building actually) On the gate you will see an old lady doing rituals for those people who seek for medication. OMG. I just passed by them and ride a taxi going home.

I don't know what it means but all I can say is that was ssoooo weird.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Chocolate Day

It's not new for me: eating chocolates. Yeah. I love chocolates. And because of chocolates he ruined our conversation. Urgh. He ruined my mood. X( 

Sooo bad.