Day 18: A Song That I Wish You Heard on the Radio - Without You

I love this song from AJ Rafael, and now it has official music video and with a cause. Watch it!

Day 09: A Song That I Can Dance to - MAD

One of my all time favorites. I love Neyo! :)






Inspiration :) I know most of you guys are familiar with this video/dance :)





Galing talaga! :) ♥

Have a good day!

Day 04: A Song That Makes Me Sad - Tonight I Wanna Cry

Tonight I Wanna Cry by  - Keith Urban

Warning: If you're in pain right now, don't listen to this song. This will make you cry. ;)

Actually there's a lot of songs that can make me sad but this one, for me, is very heartbreaking... (-___-) I love Keith Urban since I listen to his song "You'll Think of Me" way back 2006. >.<

So, how was your weekend so far? I've been tag by Silly and Fun and will gonna post that later on. :) In between my 30 Day Song Challenge. ;) 

Have a great day! ♥

Day 2: My [Least] Favorite Song - When I'm With You

This is my least favorite song because I have this on my phone but I rarely play this song. For the reason: maybe because its kinda heartbreaking? I dunno.





Yay! for the Day 2 hahaha! :D still have 28 days to post songs. :D Hmmm.. I have nothing to blog about because I'm busy with my work as of the moment. Hope everything is alright with your day.

Have a great day everyone! ♥

By Chance and Strangers Again - Relationship Videos

I already watched the Strangers Again video few months ago. Now, I was surprised to click this video shared by some pages I like on facebook. Another true story of relationship that happens in real life. Yes. REAL LIFE. Because I can relate to it. (If you read my previous posts, you will have an idea why.)

Take note: This short film is Tagalog (Filipino).






This is the Strangers Again video if you haven't watch this video: (but I bet you already did)





There are no such thing as "PERFECT RELATIONSHIP" even though you're happy and in love with each other. Every relationship goes through stages but its up to us if we will end it with tears or you will still go for forever and be happy together.

Have a lovely day everyone!

Unexpected

 

The question is: What will you do if you're in love with someone at the most unexpected time? How about this person already have someone special?

Alright, enough. This reminds me of the song of Nina :) yes, one of my favorites acoustic opm singer. I used to sing this song when I was in high school but I was not really into this song that time but now I know what this really mean. Want to share this to you guys.

The answer: Of course, You can't say "I love you" to that person. Am I right or Am I left?

Lyrics:

Hey baby, we just met
I have him
You have her
If we fall for each other
Would it be unfair
Loving one another this way
You see
I love him so much
And you love her too
But baby when i met you
I felt love so true

Can't say that i love you
But i do
Can't say that i miss you
Though it's true
Sometimes i feel i wanna kiss you
And hold you in my arms so tight
But all I can do is stop myself
From loving you

If only i have met you before
When no one else was knockin` on my door
I'll let you in to my heart
When maybe that's the start
Of a promise that we'll never be apart
But if you and Me
Are not meant to be
Lets just set each other free
Let it be

And if you and me together
Means forever
Then lets take the chance
And build this romance
But if lovin` each other
Would only mean never
Let fate bring us back to our lovers
Who promised us Forever

Have a great day everyone!

Song of the Day: Break Even

Hello! I'm still alive but barely breathing... (-__-) Seriously, I am not really into this singing out load because I can sing but I don't think you want to hear that. LOL. Ang just like other blogs / bloggers, just to have a new post, posting their "song of the day" will saves the day! :) So here's the song keeps playing in my head. ♪♫ Music mode.

What I've been singing lately is this song Falling Into Pieces. Wala lang!






"What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces"

Have a good day people! 

Someday It's Gonna Make Sense

I just browsed my favorite websites and some other blogs when I found this:

"It doesn't make sense to let go of something you had for so long. But it also doesn't make sense to hold on when

THERE'S ACTUALLY NOTHING THERE. "

Alright, I admit, this is OUCH! Is that a sign or what? If I really didn't get it, you know what am I: A FOOL. 

 

Should I hang on or I shall let him go?

For Real

If ever...

 

*Deep sigh. SMH. =|

Now That It's All Said and Done

Hello! I'm not good right now. :( Why we have to experience heartbreaks? or heartaches? This is not the feeling I don't want to feel or experience. So, four years ago, when I started to commit or enter a relationship, I told myself to be good and no lies, cheats and etc that can affect to our relationship. But what happened? 

It was all started with one HELLO! and how could it end it like this? 

I chose to leave.

I asked for time and space.

He asked for last chance. 

I made a solution. (Because things were not the same as before)

He agreed.

We agreed.

We had an agreement. 

But it was only our first day with our plan.

I'm hoping for a better outcome but it wasn't good. I just thinking that he was just missing me. But NO. 

His text messages gets worst. More harsh than his previous messages. He doesn't care at all. If I get hurt or what. 

All I know is that he is out of patience waiting for me to come back. 

How could he asked for a second chance if he can't wait, exert effort and have patience? 

How could he be so rude to send text messages and think of bad deeds about me?

I guess, things are not way it used to be. He's not sweet anymore. He changed and So I am. We don't know each other anymore. I think going back as being strangers is what we have to do.

Moving on and move forward is not easy, we all have to pause, cry and feel the pain then after play again so life goes on. I can always look back to the stupid things I did and how fool I was and learned from it.

I know there's someone out there for me. I will not going to find that person. He will find me. :) See you! whoever you are. 

Still sad about what's happening in my life right now. :'(

Good vibes please! Good vibes! 

It's time to face the truth that we are not meant to be. :(

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart

Oooohhh!!! please! I can't take this anymore.. :( 

We broke up but we didn't have a chance to talk about things. I just left without a word. Like "better left things unsaid." Remembering our moments together for more than four years in a relationship, its not hard to forget everything. 

I'm jealous seeing our common friends (couple and in a long term relationship) that are still together its either long distance relationship or personal. I envy them. Like I always keep myself asking this question "what went wrong?"

Then there are lots of follow up questions and can't find answers. "Can we go back to the old times?" 

"If we come back to each other again, will the things stay the same or there will be changes?" 

"What if we go on our separated lives?" 

Geeezzz! I hate this broken hearted feeling! feels like I'm dying inside. My brain will burst out! There's a lot of "What ifs" on my mind. 

What if this didn't happened? 

I'am not writing this thought and we are still happy together continue to grow and love one another. 

Does it really have to end? We almost have our happy ending. ALMOST. But now its OVER. :'(

What I Feel

Spamming or posting photos to show how I feel right now. I've been staring on my monitor for 30 minutes already and I don't know what to type. Plus this blog of mine has been not updated for quiet some time. So there you go... =|

 

That's all for now... =| I feel so sad right now. :(((((

Takes A Litttle or More Time To

We'll see because I can't promise that. I will do it at my best rather. :) :\

Year Three ©

I'm staring outside the window. Loving the heat of the sun and how it hurts my eyes. Thinking of so many things. Seeing birds flying makes me want to fly. Fly..fly..fly.. So high that I will get out myself from this situation that I'm fighting for every year. This is the third year of the same situation happens every this season.

First year was not okay to the highest full of level.

Second year was moderate, kinda alright to me but kinda not fine with me.

Now, third year is fucking perfect to leave any time. I can leave perfectly because I'm used to it. The feeling that I'm okay outside but deep inside there's so much pain I feel inside that I can even dig a big hole that even if I bury myself inside I can still feel the fucking pain.

All these years, there still one thing that remains, whenever I feel alright to something, I just can't erase the fact that I loved the person so much more than myself and the pain of that thought kills me because I want to have revenge that leads me to imagine killing the person who is the root of all these mess.

I guess, I can't just do that all by myself. Maybe leaving with nothing to say is better than cry in front of that person and show that it's fucking hurt and you win.

Better to leave with a smile. Maybe Its hurt but yeah I'm used to it. Happy outside but hurt inside. 

P.S. I know this is useless and cannot change anything that already happened. 

Have a great day everyone. 

Jool ©

Sun is Shining and Rain Comes In

The sun is shining and rain comes in, and I don't know what to do... ♪♫♪ just singing this favorite lyrics from the song of A1 "You're not in love" :) 

I knoowww.... haven't post anything here on my page. Guess because I was so busy with other things I have to prioritized. Talking about how I celebrated the New Year, it's a typical or usual celebration with my family. :) 

Talking about the weather, it so cold here and I'm tired of guessing (the weather) what would be the weather this morning and this afternoon and tonight? I swear, you can't guess it. The sun is shining the whole day yesterday but when I got home from work, there was light rain showers and I have to confessed that I'm loving it. haha! 

I know, it's so boring to blog without any photos or anything. Just pure text. Specially blogwalkers really love to check blogs who has lots of photos and other decoration rather than to visit this lame page of mine here on web. 

I have a great idea with that, since I will not post any photos. I will just changed my blog layout into something cute and girly so visitors will appreciate my page too. I will not ask you "what do you think?" because I know it's a good idea.

Have a nice day everyone! ♥

Christmas Time!

Still have to buy gifts for my family and siblings. I wanna be a billionaire so freaking baaaaddd... ♪♪♫ When I was a kid, I ask for christmas gift from my parents. Now I know what is the feeling of you'll be the one who ask for a gift. Sigh! it's hard! I sweeeaaarrr... now the song keeps on playing ♪♫ I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking baaaddd! ♪♫♪

Merry Christmas to you all! ♥

HEARTBEAT ♥

Damn.

After a good laughed last night. Today was so freaking sad. My heartbeat so fast! I hardly catch my breath.

Most specially when the special person said something to you that you don't know how to handle it. If you will cry or get fine with it. Yeah. I'm good. I mean, I am used to it. When that person always says something not good to me. I mean why he can't say that he is jealous of what I am doing? Oh man! There is no wrong about that.

LOVE OR LUST

How would you know if the man loves you? In this generation, when we say relationship teen or serious relationship (boyfriend-girlfriend) we all know that includes "sex."


The formula of love is girl agrees to have sex to get the love from the man who she loves. Which is fucking true! I don't know if there's a perfect relationship. Sometimes if the man is loyal, good and value the relationship, the girl who has a defect or vice versa.


Perfect relationship or serious relationship only happen to movies. That only pure love and no lust. Sigh!


We can't do anything if we are in love, we give all no if's no buts... =|

SUPPOSED TO....

I'mma supposed to write a very loooonnnggg entry today. What happened is that I have to post the entry to my other blog so that It could be more memorable to me. :) 

NOT FOR ME =(

October month is not for me. I swear. I know I can get through this. I know, God is with me.Can't explain my feelings right now.... =|