Christmas Time!

Still have to buy gifts for my family and siblings. I wanna be a billionaire so freaking baaaaddd... ♪♪♫ When I was a kid, I ask for christmas gift from my parents. Now I know what is the feeling of you'll be the one who ask for a gift. Sigh! it's hard! I sweeeaaarrr... now the song keeps on playing ♪♫ I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking baaaddd! ♪♫♪

Merry Christmas to you all! ♥

Hello Holidays!

And yeah.. so everyone is updating their blog for this month of December. I can't believe it that we are on the last month of the year. Here comes 2011. I don't want to talk about the future because I want to think of planning if I will go on shopping, party, giving gifts to my family and some, some, things.

How about you? What are your plans this holiday? (as if there's someone reading this entry. haha! )

Have a great day people! :)

HEARTBEAT ♥

Damn.

After a good laughed last night. Today was so freaking sad. My heartbeat so fast! I hardly catch my breath.

Most specially when the special person said something to you that you don't know how to handle it. If you will cry or get fine with it. Yeah. I'm good. I mean, I am used to it. When that person always says something not good to me. I mean why he can't say that he is jealous of what I am doing? Oh man! There is no wrong about that.

A DREAM

Want to share my dream first:

I had this not so good dream and we were in the hospital that I thought it's a market where the clothes can buy something in the downtown. However when I reached the second floor I was so shocked that there are many patients and they looks like there are no nurse or doctor all over the place. I asked myself "is this a hospital?" all the patients are so thin and really ill. I looked for the exit and at last I reached the gate of the hospital (it's an old building actually) On the gate you will see an old lady doing rituals for those people who seek for medication. OMG. I just passed by them and ride a taxi going home.

I don't know what it means but all I can say is that was ssoooo weird.
 

Chocolate Day

It's not new for me: eating chocolates. Yeah. I love chocolates. And because of chocolates he ruined our conversation. Urgh. He ruined my mood. X( 

Sooo bad.


XO,♥

LOVE OR LUST

How would you know if the man loves you? In this generation, when we say relationship teen or serious relationship (boyfriend-girlfriend) we all know that includes "sex."


The formula of love is girl agrees to have sex to get the love from the man who she loves. Which is fucking true! I don't know if there's a perfect relationship. Sometimes if the man is loyal, good and value the relationship, the girl who has a defect or vice versa.


Perfect relationship or serious relationship only happen to movies. That only pure love and no lust. Sigh!


We can't do anything if we are in love, we give all no if's no buts... =|

SUPPOSED TO....

I'mma supposed to write a very loooonnnggg entry today. What happened is that I have to post the entry to my other blog so that It could be more memorable to me. :) 

NOT FOR ME =(

October month is not for me. I swear. I know I can get through this. I know, God is with me.Can't explain my feelings right now.... =|

DILEMMA O_O

Dear God, 

I'm not ready for this and you know that. Please forgive me for what I have sinned. =| I know you always there for me and recently I didn't have much time to talk with you. Please forgive me. I know that even if I'm not yet asking for your forgiveness you already forgive me because you love me and I love you more. 

I know that, this is not the way I talk to you. But I want to type this for you. You know what are my feelings right now. T___T

Love Lots,

Jool. ♥

THEN WHAT? O__o

• Today is Saturday! and then what? urghh.. I'm not in the mood today to dress up and hit the mall. Sigh. You know what I mean with this. Urgh!

Young • Almost Broke • Work • Play • Fuck the World!

 

THE TRUTH IS

We've been for so long and as time goes by I have this feeling that I keep on denying until now. And you know what it is? 

I am falling out of love to you. 

I know it hurts right? But that's what I feels to you. 

I am tired (of loving you everyday)

I am falling out of love to you.

I don't want to be with you anymore

I don't want to see your face anymore

I don't miss you that much

I hate you.

You are the biggest mistake I've made in my whole life.

I don't love you no more and I don't want to be your friend. 

THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY TO YOU.... (I wish I can) =|

THIS PAGE IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION

YEAH. I KNOW. I HAVE TO FIX THIS PAGE. SINCE IT'S FRESH AND NEW HERE IN BLOG WORLD. I'M STILL THINKING WHAT IS THE TOPIC OF THIS BLOG. ALTHOUGH I AM NOT REALLY THAT INTO WRITING AND SHARING MY THOUGHTS (PERSONALLY) SO, UHMM.. I CREATED THIS BLOG WHERE I CAN WRITE DOWN OR TYPE I MUST SAY, MY THOUGHTS HERE. STILL THINKING WHAT TEMPLATE OF MY BLOG.

I WELCOME MYSELF HERE. HOPING TO FIND FRIENDS HERE. HAVE A GOOD DAY EVERYONE!


PS: I'm fine with this template. So pink and simple! ♥ 

BADTRIP!

Super duper bad trip!

IF YOU DIE I WOULDN'T CRY COZ YOU NEVER LOVE ME ANYWAY!