I'm not ready for this and you know that. Please forgive me for what I have sinned. =| I know you always there for me and recently I didn't have much time to talk with you. Please forgive me. I know that even if I'm not yet asking for your forgiveness you already forgive me because you love me and I love you more.
I know that, this is not the way I talk to you. But I want to type this for you. You know what are my feelings right now. T___T