Oooohhh!!! please! I can't take this anymore.. :(
We broke up but we didn't have a chance to talk about things. I just left without a word. Like "better left things unsaid." Remembering our moments together for more than four years in a relationship, its not hard to forget everything.
I'm jealous seeing our common friends (couple and in a long term relationship) that are still together its either long distance relationship or personal. I envy them. Like I always keep myself asking this question "what went wrong?"
Then there are lots of follow up questions and can't find answers. "Can we go back to the old times?"
"If we come back to each other again, will the things stay the same or there will be changes?"
"What if we go on our separated lives?"
Geeezzz! I hate this broken hearted feeling! feels like I'm dying inside. My brain will burst out! There's a lot of "What ifs" on my mind.
What if this didn't happened?
I'am not writing this thought and we are still happy together continue to grow and love one another.
Does it really have to end? We almost have our happy ending. ALMOST. But now its OVER. :'(